I asked Him to let me suffer for my friends and for Him both in body and soul. But I had envisaged noble and pure suffering which, as I now see, would only have been another form of joy. I had never dreamed of this infernal suffering that He has sent me and has consisted in His seeming withdrawal from me and leaving me defenseless in the midst of my cruellest enemies.
Léon Bloy: Letters to his Fiancée.
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